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Of ik gek ben - As If I'm Crazy

Feature film, 2016, 95 min.

What do you do when you wake up one day, you have lost everything and the world tells you you are crazy? This happens to the young and successful artist Benjamin. Completely bewildered, he ends up in a psychiatric hospital, where life is absurd and merciless. Slowly, Benjamin pulls himself together again and realises he used to be a superficial narcissist. Once free, the reunion with his old friends again gives him a sinking feeling and he has serious doubts about what the truth really is. This tragicomic thriller is actor Frank Lammers’ debut as a feature film director.


  • NL - Netherlands Film Festival Golden Calf (2)

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  • IN - Noida International Film Festival

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